Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Jerk

There is an older grad student in my department who I am pretty well convinced by now is a jerk. I've heard of various jerky behaviors, but the most egregious (to me) is that he's made a friend of mine, who is a fairly gentle person, upset on several occasions, always by criticizing and/or yelling at her about ways that he thinks she has slighted him or not treated him with proper consideration. None of his complaints have seemed valid to me in the slightest. (For instance, on one occasion my friend canceled a weekly get-together with him because she had out-of-town guests.)

I've expressed my opinion that he is just a jackass, and she basically agrees. "But," she told me, "I really don't think he knows that he is being a jerk."

The idea of this as an excuse sort of fills me with rage. Most people, after all, have no problem justifying their behaviors to themselves. Most people do not set out deliberately to cross boundaries or be jackasses. So it is practically the definition of being a jerk to not know, or not be aware, when you are doing something wrong/mean/rude/whatever. One of the jobs of a human being is to actively prevent oneself from being a jerk, which often involves being aware of other people's feelings and perspectives, actively curbing one's natural self-centeredness and inclinations, and so on.

I mean, you know, I'm glad he isn't intentionally evil. But that's not really saying much.

3 comments:

Angela said...

Agreed.

Sally said...

I love this. Not that this guy is a jerk and hurts your friend, of course, but your take on the situation.

Debbie said...

I've learned in ballroom dance that sometimes when you ask someone to stop doing something accidentally jerkish (like yanking you too hard, or grabbing on to your scapula too hard or putting his arm too far around your waist), some of them will immediately try to stop doing that (and actually become very good at not doing that anymore quite quickly). Other people seem not to try, maybe say an unconvincing "sorry" once, and that's it. So I consider only the latter to be jerks.